Today I heard this song in class, and all I could think about was my amazing man! We met just over a year ago and have will have our 1 year anniversary next Thursday. He is the best thing that has happened to me, and I swear he saved me from myself. If you read this babe, I hope you know how amazing you are, and how lucky I feel that you chose me! I love you!!!

So I have had an epiphany today… . I realized sometime durring my Thesis class that I have found the one that is just for me and accepts and loves me for me.

But the way I realized it was not exactly what I would call normal, but then again who knows it may have been I have never found anyone like this before.

So I am sitting in class browsing Tumblr, and StumbleUpon, and it is coming up with all of these pictures of attractive men, and all of a sudden I was like “Huh, they are handsome but honestly my guy is the only thing that really does it for me now.” 

And I know I appreciate the beauty of other people but no one makes me stop any more and think “fuck, I would go with them if they asked me.” 

So I don’t know, and I won’t presume to know anything but I love this man he is literally the light of my life! I find that we talk about our future together and he is not scared to tell me he loves me curves and all… I have never had that before, and it is an amazing feeling.

I hope everyone gets to experience this feeling in their lives!

love!

i need a pair of thigh highs!

So True

Awww this is so me!

I know this boy, and I am kinda crazy about him, he is crazy, and yet can be amazing too, too bad I don’t exist to him… maybe things will change. I can only hope, because he truly is amazing.

1. When I say I love you, I mean that I feel a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a you. I am filled with a feeling of intense desire and attraction towards you. I feel a sense of underlying oneness with you that fills my heart with joy. [1] 2. I give my love to you freely, as an expression of my own passion, and I do so without any expectation of your feelings toward me. 3. When I say “I love you” it doesn’t mean that I feel ownership over you, or that I have expectations for your behavior, or rigid ideas of our future together. 4. I love you for what you are now, not for what I hope you will someday become. I have no plans to change you. I do, however, support your own desire to grow. 5. I respect your right to you having your own feelings, and to your need to learn your own lessons in life. If I can help, I will wait to be asked, and otherwise will allow you to go through the experiences that you need and choose. 6. I will do my best to be in touch with my own feelings and desires, and communicate them to you without any expectation that you will act on them. 7. I am happy with or without you. My bliss is my responsibility alone. 8. I leave you free to be yourself: to think your thoughts, indulge your tastes, follow your inclinations, behave in ways that you decide are to your liking. I have no right to judge or change your behavior. [2] 9. I desire that you be happy. If your time spent with me is not joyful, then you are welcome to go on your way with my love and support still with you. 10. I recognize that we are two separate whole people, who have chosen to walk side-by-side through life for a time. I rejoice in the ecstasy of the present-moments we share together. I stumbledUpon(ed) this and I love it! It applies to where I am at in life right now almost to a T!